Are you seeing a counselor at college? I did, from time to time. Helped a lot. I've always been crazy, but only a little; always a problem drinker, but never an alcoholic; just a low rate misfit.I was only 17 at the time I saw the first one so mom had to be there, but the shrink didn't even talk to me ... she even asked my mom if she would like pills too. She was handing them out like candy ... so I haven't taken them.
A clincal evalutaion at your school's faciitly might be a good idea.
And as always, remember that some of us are amateurs like me, who have not been thru clinical depression, so my contributions especially are only chit chat.
You can also consult with Divers Alert Network for free, even if you're not a member yet: 1-800-446-2671