I think most single, non-a**hole men over 30 realize we'll never be attractive enough, wealthy enough, confident enough, or secure enough to meet and marry someone like minded.
So we can either change our behavior, change our appearance, work like dogs to aquire money, fake our confidence, etc. to try to meet the woman of our dreams, or we can resign ourselves to being who we are, and being alone while women talk about trying to meet men like us, yet consistently choosing men nothing like us.
It's the biggest ruse in the world.
OUCH! Perrone! So cynical... are you sure you're not from SoCal? ()
Seriously, I don't think it's as simple or as general as you make it out to be. There are many women, myself included, that can say the exact same thing about ourselves... not enough *this* or too much of *that*... I know I'm *worthy*, so why am I single? (Personal choice aside.)
I think once/if you do find that *somebody*, even if it's more than once and even if it doesn't last, all those *nobodies* will fall away, and your faith in relationships and finding that *somebody* again will be restored. (Sorry if it sounds too Pollyannaish -- I've had a rather sad day.) At least this is what I'm hoping for!
I have been that cynical many times...Perrone, I know exactly how you feel. For what it's worth, I think that sometimes the cynicism helps remind us/me that we/I need to be careful and not jump at the first woman who rears her beautiful head. So the cynicism is not necessarily a bad thing, unless one gets "frozen" in it.
Annasea, I know you are right, there are women who feel the same way. Now, if there's was only some way the "worthy" gals and the "worthy" guys could meet up easily, this would be a perfect world.
And, yes, as someone said, I do have a tendency to look for love in all the wrong places. But where do you look? Where are the "right" places? That is one reason I'm here at SD. I'm hoping this will be one of the "right" places.
Walter, I know you are also right (there are so many right answers). I do try to relax and have fun. Confidence is something that comes and goes. Most of the time, I'm so confident that you have to scrape it off the walls after I walk by...in my classroom, meeting parents, just meeting people in public.
However, sometimes, especially when I see a beautiful woman that I would really like to date, or at least get to know, I go into some long-forgotten junior high school mode where the boys all stand together at one side of the dance floor, and the girls stand at the other. This is my curse of shyness kicking in at exactly the wrong moment. When I was a kid, everything I said seemed to be wrong, and I remember that only too well. (I did get my share of girls, finally, because I was a musician, and the girls all came to me, but that's a whole phony sort-of sideshow that doesn't exist in the "real" world.)
Now, I'm happy with myself and with being alone with myself. I think I'm a pretty decent guy. I would like to think I could be patient and confident, and a woman will eventually notice that I'm a nice guy, and we could ride off into the sunset together. In the meantime, though, I am doing some fun and great things, and I would prefer sharing those moments with a special woman and reminisce about them together.
For now, I guess I'll just do fun and great things and enjoy them for what they are.
Cheers,
Doug
When your heart is full, try using your head.